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much ado about nothing
Im sitting at the computer and many thoughts are racing through my little and exhausted brain…
It has been raining here for almost two days and my puppy (3 months old and nearly 20kg) is running around in the rain and slipping all over the floor when he tries to run inside and proceeds to pee in the doorway! As i watch him, i think to myself, how simple life used to be!
Bronson and I have had the flu for the last couple of days and it has been hard. On one hand, we are trying to rest and get better, on the other, we struggle to get out of bed of a morning to go to work as there are bills that need to be paid. In addition, our patience toward each other is getting tested, as we are both sick and neither of us wants to do anything, but someone has to – right? That marks my question – does someone have to? For example: we have two cats and a dog that has to be fed, a fish tank full of fish that have to be fed and a house to maintain. SO at the moment, the pets are getting fed and the bare minimum is being done aound the house – just to wash up is a chore at the moment! But, someone has to do it!
Bronsons alarm goes off at 11:30pm every night and i think to myself, why? we push and put ourselves through so much and yet, are we happy for the sacrifices we make? My alarm proceeds to go off at 6:30am and i think – is it worth it? I work in a salon, by myself, where im lucky to get two clients in a day. But i pull myself out of bed and go through the morning ritual and drive the 40km into the salon to find, that i have no clients booked in… I also discover that my clients that were booked in on monday when i was home sick, were not notified of me not being there… and i wonder, why bother? Im putting myself out, not getting better, walking around in the rain to run someone else business when they are too lazy to even go into the salon and give clients a curtesy call! To top it off, i discover that i have still not been paid for last weeks work.
To some, or most, my rant must seem so uneventful and unjustified, but it needs to be said
